the death of a loved one

You were a part of me and now, you're dead. You're still walking among the living... lurking in the shadows of my past, present and future. But you aren't you anymore. Not the same one I once knew.
Why did you have to leave?
I love you.
Please come back.
Burying the memories of you is forbidden.
I don't want to.
I pray you won't give me reasons to do so.
I await for your return.