FReaking Out!

I know about writer's getting mental blocks but I never knew it would be this bad. I've run out of ideas. Seriously.

It's been happening for a few weeks now and it's not pretty I tell you. I have so many things to rush. What is a woman to do??

I've been writing. Blindly. I don't get visions on how I want my article to look like anymore. The BIG IDEA. NADA. Why?? Some say it's due to stress and pressure. Freaking myself out now. Some say maybe I lost my confidence in writing. Maybe it's both? Arghhh...

Even my boss (who's a writer himself btw) realised that. He said I have become like other writers. I don't question much anymore. I don't get the big picture. I just write. It's true. But I don't know how to get out of it. Think I need to invest in a good book to read to clear my mind.

Or... The best? Holiday! But it's only my 4th month working at the company. Then again, what I've been doing can equal to a year's worth of work. I don't know. Maybe I DID lose my confidence and curiousity. Think my creativity's dying too.

IF anyone out there have any piece of (functional and constructive of course) advice, please do tell me.

Anyway, need to sleep.


Mei'z Mood Tonight: Missing MR C.